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| when i realized that i hadn't updated in 2 months i thought i'd humor myself by updating. i cant believe senior year is over. it was like i always knew it was coming, but it seemed so far away. and now im like freaking out because its in 20 days. its all ending soo fast. i only have 10 more days of doll practices. i cant believe it. i dont know what im going to do after spring show is over. | | |
| Ok. I wasn't planning on posting but as I checked in for any new posts I saw a story about Bishop Fiorenza retiring, It was titled "Throwing in the Collar" and they said "Is the Archbishop calling it quits?" I would exactly call it that. He's retiring not giving up. . . . . | | |
| Last night at church I could stop myself from crying. When my mom asked me why the sudden spell came over me, all I could tell her was, "I'm just worried about next year." I was so sure in my decision not to go to Texas and now I guess I'm having regrets. The whole reason I decided to stay here was because Panera told me that all I had to do was say the word and they would move me up to managment in a heartbeat. A heartbeat. So a couple of week ago I told them that by the end of February after Drill Team contests, I would be able to start getting ready to be a shift supervisor. Then after two months of me thinking that this job was already in the sack they tell me I now have to wait until I'm 19. I dont turn 19 until December. And now I have no clue what to do. Because I'm not driving all the way down from Saint Thomas 5 days a week to make $7.25 and hour as a regular employee. I just feel betrayed and alone. I changed a big part of my life plan becuase they kept telling me over and over again that they would move me up. And now I dont know how I'm going to be able to afford this nice expensive private university when before it seemed so simple. And also, I dont know anyone thats going to Saint Thomas. No one. Theres one other person who I know thats considering it, but other than that its just me. I'm so excited about next year, but I'm so worried beause for the first time in my life, I dont have a plan. I ALWAYS have a plan for everything. And this being the first time I dont have one, I must say its rather nerve racking. | | |
| Prom is the most annoying part on senior year. . . officially. | | |
| Went down to Saint Thomas today after school to talk to a woman about financial aid and stuff like that. I parked in the visitor parking garage and went to visit the woman I needed to see and bought some stuff from the bookstore. I get back to my car and realize I only have one dollar bill and I had to pay two dollars to get out of the freakin garage. Well I didn't know what to do, so I did what I do best and started crying. I think I said about ten Hail Marys as I scoured the car looking for loose change. I finally found a dollar in coins, but everything was in pennies, nickles, and dimes except for 2 quarters. So I had to leave my car, walk ALLLLL the way back the bookstore and get them to give me two quarters. So I finally got my car out of the garage and while I was moving all my bags that I had in the passenger seat guess what I found. Thats right. The amount of change I didn't have in quarters which was 50 cents was sitting right there underneath everything. They were so bright and shiny too. It was just obnoxious. lol So then I went to Freebird's and Pete the super sexy guy that works there waited on me. I wanted to tip him just because he's so cute, but then I was reminded of my previous money ordeal and promptly let go of my tipping idea. | | |
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um im just curious. I really wanna know what your bast argument is for eating meat. Im not gonna critisize you. Im just curious.
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